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Monday, 02 November 2009

  • Currently
    Einstein's Dreams
    By Alan Lightman
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    My Life v. Twilight

    Some of you readers may know I live in Washington state. Without going into details about exactly where I'm from, let's just say that if you've read Twilight, you'll have read about my hometown. I first read the book shortly after it came out, not because it was a huge national craze (it wasn't at that point), but because our local newspaper ran a story about it. Our newspaper has to search out news a little bit, so a book taking place there is sort of a big deal. So I read the first one, casually enjoying it, started the second one, had to return it to the library and never finished.

    Fast forward several years to the present. Until about three weeks ago, I had not seen the movie. I wasn't hugely oppsed to it, I just knew that I would be risking all my man-points (yep, this lady has man-points). However quite a few of my friends have been counting down the days until the second movie comes out, and being shown a few scenes I decided to break down and watch the whole thing.

    Not brilliant acting, not brilliant movie-making, but mildly entertaining.

    Then, because the ending is left so open for a sequal, I'm thinking I better go see the next one in a few weeks. But wait, I don't want to be one of those people that has only seen the movie! This of course, means I had to read the books.

    So I did. All of them. I kept reading, not because they are well written, but the stories are at least somewhat intriguing. It's pretty cool to read about characters doing things in your home. A few things realy got on my nerves though, and I mean aside from Stephenie Meyer's lack of adjective vocabulary (if I have to gaze into Edward's liquid topaz eyes one more time, I swear...) No, the things that bugged me woud not be noticed by the avarage reader (not just because I'm twice the average reader's age either). There are several things that they say that someone who lived in the area would never say. Nothing major generally. However, I don't recall the situation or even which book it was in, but once someone was giving directions, and they said, "take the one-oh-one north." (Hwy. 101, the main thoroughfare around the peninsula) Nothing sounds wrong wiht that statement. But no one calls it "THE one-oh-one." It's simply "one-oh-one." "Take one-oh-one north," it should have read. Several time she also calls it a freeway, which it most definitely is not. We're talking two-lane, narrow highway. There is also a reference to "Crescent Lake." It took me a few beats to realize she was talking about lake crescent. If you went to the Olympic Peninsula and asked for directions to "Crescent Lake," people would look at you blankly until they understood.

    I know these are not hugely important, and they don't change anything about the story. But it's those little things that bugged me the most. Perhaps I am just protective of my beolved home, and think it should be treated with the proper reverence.

    -biscuit

    P.S. Seriously though, have you SEEN those warewolve's bodies?!?!?

    P.P.S. I may or may not be wearing bunny ears right now... Fyi...

Monday, 26 October 2009

  • Things That Suck

    Or, "Please just let me pout for a little while..."

    I know I am blessed beyond measure in this world. I know I am better off than 99% of the world's population. But sometimes I just need to complain. Hence, the following...

    • My house has flies. We cannot figure out why, and all the fly-paper in the world can't seem to catch them all, it just creates sticky fly cemetaries all over the house. They are gross. I'd rather have spiders.
    • I have bronchitis. I also had a stomach ache and was dizzy today, so I stayed home from school. This means I'll be behind on schoolwork, and I also missed the pumpkin carving party at work.
    • Our furnace is broken. The heat will not go on, and the fan will not go off, so it continues to blow cold air. I'm sure this is very helpful for bronchitis. It is starting to get very cold in my house.
    • I don't have a Halloween costume yet.
    • I've been completely bombing everything I try to do with music lately. Auditions? Hahaha! Why even try.
    • My landlord decided I'm not alowed to have my bunny with me.
    • I just generally hate school right now. No motivation. Which will show in my grades.

    Hm. Thats all the comes to mind right now. On the plus side, my mom came up this past weekend, and my dad and I decided we're finally going to Wales next fall.

    Always look on the bright side of life...

    -biscuit

Wednesday, 21 October 2009

  • Sorry Kids. Midterms.

    Midterms are upon me already. Today in my voice lesson my voice teacher was trying to encourage me to practive and be motivated, and she said "Hey, at least your homework is music. You could be having to do math problems!" I kinda laughed and said yeah, but then realized that I would much rather do math than practice music. Math is not emotionally trying. It does not touch your soul, it just IS. And I think my soul could use a break.

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    -biscuit 

Monday, 12 October 2009

  • Signs And Rainboots

    Anyone who has spent any significant amount of time in Southeast Alaska is familar with this sight:

     

    They are called XtraTufs, and while available pretty much nationwide, nowhere are they more popular than in Southeast Alaska, land of eternal rainfall (not sure why those guys are wearing them in the picture above, looks pretty dry and sunny to me...).

    After the last couple summers up there, I've grown quite fond of them, and miss seeing them around when I'm back here at home. However, the past few weeks, I've been seeing them every single day. No exaggeration, Everyday I have seen someone wearing them. A pair even showed up in my office, just sitting there, unexplainable.

    Now these boots represent more than rain to me. They represent the whole subculture of Southeast Alaska that I've grown so fond of and become somewhat a part of. All the quirks, adventure, and mess that is my life up there can be summed up by a boot. If you've never lived there, I can't explain it any better than that.

    I'm beginning to think I have unfinished business.

    So what do you think...? Is it a sign? Do you even believe in signs at all?

    -biscuit

    P.S. I bought a new black hoodie Friday night. Saturday night I got bleach on it. Thats what I get for trying to clean up the comunal mess known as our kitchen. Sigh. As they say, no good deed goes unpunished.

Wednesday, 07 October 2009

  • Currently
    The Omnivore's Dilemma: A Natural History of Four Meals
    By Michael Pollan
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    Try Apathy

    I've been told I have great facial expressions. Some of my personal favorites are the "Are-you-kidding-me," and "I-care-why?" This tends to give the impression tha I don't care about anything, and generally this holds true, at least in the more superfluous areas of my life. One area that does not transcend though is my readership, small though it may be. I wish I could say I wrote only for myself, but in truth, I care a great deal that someone would care enough about my thoughts, experiences and observations to read them and leave their own two cents.

    It would be so much easier if it didn't matter to me.

    Do you think anyone posts public blogs and honestly does not care at all one way or the other if anyone comments?

    QOTD: "Sometimes the stones in your hands are good for throwing, sometimes they are good for building, and sometimes they are what's dragging you down."

    P.S. Hey tech-nerds... Are you as into the conceptual Kyocera Eos as I am?

Sunday, 04 October 2009

  • It's Because You're a "P"!

    So aparently, homework is fundamentally against my personality.

    I was attempting to work on homework the other night when I began lamenting how much I suck at it, and my just-graduated-with-a-psychology-degree reemate cut in with "IT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE A 'P'!"

    Huh?

    After some clarification, I learned that my personality type, INTP, frequently has a hard time with homework, studying, practicing, etc for various reasons, most of which I don't specifically remember, but it has to do with the last letter, P. Perceiving. It was quite an exciting explanation, ending with the triumphant and illumating statement, "See? Homework is fundamentay against your personaity!"

    Oh, sweet vindication.

    We then decided that my roomate is officiay a PhD, ditched the homework, and watched a movie.

    -biscuit

    P.S. I have to toot my professor's horn here for a minute. This is an article Earth Magazine ran about him 2 weeks or so ago. So whenever you hear me mention TA-ing in geology, this is what I'm doing. Obviously, I'm not at all proud of him or anything.

Wednesday, 30 September 2009

  • Currently
    Bento Box in the Heartland: My Japanese Girlhood in Whitebread America
    By Linda Furiya
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    The Expectations Are High

    According to my professor, music is a system of proportions in service to a spiritual impulse, and our job as musicians and music theorists is to make subjective calls on complicated relationships of objective facts.

    Wow.

    According to me, music theory is absolutely fascinating, and rediculously confusing.

    The expecations of me keep getting higher, and I feel like my potential keeps getting lower and lower. WIth every passing term I feel further and further away from understanding and success. I have yet to figure out if this is the "I was smart, then I went to college" phenomenon, or the "The more you know, the more you know you don't know" phenomenon.

    Something like a phenomenon. (Uh huh, go ahead daddy...)

    Oh LL Cool J, where have you gone? Where has all the good rap gone, long tiiiime passing... Where has all the good rap gone, long tiiiiiiime ago...

    But I digress.

    Perhaps the more my mind is opened the more vulnerable I feel. I have gotten a lot of support from the faculty lately, which has been very much appreciated.

    On a more uplifting note, these are two of the most subtly powerful videos I've seen in a while. Check it out. This one too. Take ten minutes and watch them both.

    -biscuit

Monday, 28 September 2009

Friday, 25 September 2009

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    By the Lake
    By John McGahern
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    Art Is Exhausting

    I get quite irritated when people say "wow, your camera takes really great pictures!" It's surprising sometimes how often peope say that too... I mean really? My camera?!?! Ugh.

    Maybe sometime I'll get around to repacing my broken camera. Until then, I'll make do.

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    I just got back from a little photography expidition. Went well, but I'm tired. Art is really the art of seeing, which can be quite exhausting.

    However, I have decided that autumn is nature's way of annually reminding us that death can be beautiful.

    -biscuit

Monday, 07 September 2009

  • Currently
    Cruel Sanctuary (Father Mark Townsend Mystery)
    By Brad Reynolds
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    It's The Final Countdown

    (du nu nu nuhhhhhhh, du nu nu-nu-nuhhhhhh)

    I leave here in a week. which is probably good at this point, because yesterday I fell, twice, and bruised my tailbone, possibly some ribs also, and pulled about every muscle in my body. Fell down stairs the first time, and slipped on rocks the second time. Couldn't work today. I promised I would tomorrow, because I'm bored of being at home now. It will be painful to drive a bus when I can hardle sit, but I gotta make some money in my last few days here. Get money, get paid. I'm debating whether or not to bring this up to my passengers, since I think it will be pretty obvious that I'm moving slow and in pain. Cross that bridge when we come to it.

    The part I'm most upset about though? Broke my camera. This is now what my camera looks like:

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    All the front lense cover and shutters broke off (I was holding it, open, the first time I fell). IT still takes pictures fine for the most part, except when I'm zoomed all the way in, thye turn out like this:

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    The only thing I can think is that witout all the protectors there, too much light is getting in. But that doesn't explain the lines.

    I will heal. My camera wont.

    -broken biscuit

Friday, 04 September 2009

  • Currently
    The Lovely Bones
    By Alice Sebold
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    The Dumbest Demographic

    Or, the moments that leave me speechless.

    Dumb tourist quite of the week:

    I was talking to my group of fishermen before we left the dock, reassuring them the rainy weather would not make for bad fishing, in fact quite the opposite (obviously not real fishermen), and I mentioned that the weather on the docks is usually the worst on the island; it gets much milder going north or south. Then I'm offered this gem:

    "Island? I thought Alaska was a state!"

    After two years, I still don't really know if I love my job or hate it.

    On another train of thought, since I know you have all been worried, I'll let you know that I don't have leukemia. I might have some other platelet disorder, but even that I'm not too worried about. My guess is that I work too hard and don't take care of myself the way I should.

    -biscuit

Friday, 21 August 2009

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

  • Currently
    Neverwhere
    By Neil Gaiman
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    Of Mountains And Molehills

    Or, "I don't want to step on anyone's toes, but I wore my steel-toed boots, so..."

    Maybe it shouldn't be a big deal, and to many others it isn't. But to me, it is. It's a very big deal.

    I want my bus back. #790, my constant companion from last summer. They said I would have dibs on her this year, my boss said I could have her. Now the back pedling is commencing.

    It's not just a bus; it's my haven. I know her quirks, I know the exact placement of all her switches, I know whats normal and whats not. The mirrors and seat all set to my specifications... I know how you have to jiggle the front compartment handle to get it to open, because let's face it, she's been truckin' since 1972. I know her turning radius and the speeds she shifts gears. I know you have to move the microphone before you turn it on, or the wiring will squeak. I know you can sit in the middle of the back seat with your legs on the arm rests on front of you, and while it may look like a gyno-chair, it's the best nap placement.

    Here's to hoping he will let her go. Because legitimate or not, to me, it's important.

    And I can tell she misses me.

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    -biscuit

Sunday, 12 July 2009

  • Currently
    The Bell Jar
    By Sylvia Plath
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    Constant Comparisons

    Or, "I find myself frequently wishing it was last year."

    The problem with doing the same thing over again is the comparisons to the last time you did it. For those not in the know, I'm back in Alaska this summer for another go-round, and I have surprisingly conflicting emotions about it, almost overwhelmingly so at times. On the one hand, part of me had forgotten how much I love this place; Alaska gets into your heart, it burrows and permiates and you'll never fully get it out. On the other... Many things are different. Some I was prepared for; some not so much. Friends, co-workers, my house, company policies, the weather. A lot of things have changed, some possibly for the better, but change has always been difficult for me to handle in some matters, and I cannot help but constantly compare last year's experiance with this year's, typically with the conclusion that last year was better.

    But maybe it could be better this year, or maybe it's just bound to be different, the way life is. No superlatives. Just different. Maybe I need to work on appreciating this experience for what it is on its own, not relative to any other.

    -biscuit

    P.S. One thing I CAN say is difinitively better this year is the weather. Hella better.

    P.P.S. South America photo albums: firstsecondthird. There are a lot of pictures you probably wont be interested in of us partying it up down there, but if you're willing to wade through, there's some pretty nice landscapes and architecture to look at as well. For example...

    Ok, well thats enough for now. Go look if you wish.

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

  • I Wanna See Your Grill...

    Smile for me daddy.

    Grills. Whats up with them. This qestions goes out to all my (zero) Hoodstarz readers (does that one even still exist?).

    Unfortunately I found myself in the position a few nights ago of watching the music video for the Whisper Song by the Ying Yang Twins (We'd been watching Lonely Island videos, decided to check out some origionals).

    I'm not all that up on the gangsta ways, and as such don't have much experience with "grills" as the kids are calling them. All I know is that for the first half of the video, at least the portion I watched, I thought Mr. Ying or Mr. Yang, I don't know whch one is which, had a set of grossly rotton, braces clad teeth. Then I realized I'm suposed to find this attractive.

    In other news it's being said that Michael Jackson will be melted down and made into Legos, so kinds can play with him for a change.

    And in even more important news, I'm back in the hemisphere, no longer have a fever, and leave tomorrow for Alaska. Will someone shoe me where my slow down button is? I can't find it.

    -biscuit

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